Crew will grow up thinking he was born in Alaska probably! I've never been much of a kid or baby person until i had my own. With Zax it was all so new and a blur while trying to adjust to the new life with a child. I'm sure i thought it was hard being sleep deprived. Then came Ila. Now that was hard. She was a wonderful baby, but having them two years apart was too close with having to still do everything for Zax and take care of a baby. I was overwhelmed.
And then came Crew! Now this is true sleep deprivation. The two demanding older siblings wake up early and they want breakfast no matter how much sleep i got or early it is. If it wasn't for my mom taking Zax and Ila to her house after Crew was born, i worry what may have happened to all of us! Lol!


Now Ila and Zax are great helpers fetching me things i ask for and "mommy Ila" adores being a great helper.




Zax has surprised me and has firmly claimed Crew as his own. One day Zax was really bugging me by getting in the way while i was taking care of Crew so i said, "just go he's my baby!" I found Zax a couple minutes later crying and he said, "he's my baby too mom!" My sensitive little man.

Even though we've been in Elim for a week we are still living out of our suitcases till the water line is dug and finished at our new house. I'd been delaying trimming his nails till i found the baby clippers. I waited too long because the other day he took two chunks out of his forehead!



He has a wonderful temperament and cries when he's hungry, tired, or needs to be changed. Pretty easy to fix! Since i have virtually no responsibilities or life outside of my family i am really enjoying slowing down and spending more time with him than i did with my other two.

Since i don't have a car, stores to shop at, friends, a job, or anywhere to go I'm forced to enjoy the small things whether i want to or not!
I remember in college you expressing your dislike for children. It always made me laugh. Now you have these three beautiful babies, I still can't believe you caved! Lol! You were already a strong amazing woman, just awesome to see you becoming an amazing mommy too. Miss you!
ReplyDeleteI hope this time works, i've tried to reply over the last couple days and my internet is not working! This made me laugh, I did cave! Should have stayed strong. I love seeing you and your family pictures. Wish I could fly in and hang out for a day, miss you too!
DeleteLove to read your thoughts Jess!
ReplyDeleteThe last line of this is epic! I love it!
ReplyDeleteI'm not the slow down and smell the roses kind of girl! So maybe I'm supposed to learn something while here, ha!
DeleteThe last line of this is epic! I love it!
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness, I didn't realize how "out of civilization" you are! Maybe being forced to live like that would help me truly appreciate my little family. Can't wait to keep following your great adventure!
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